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I haven't written anything lately so here goes with the acb. I don't think there's one other band in the world who can impact me they way that they do with their lyrics. Honestly I don't understand how anyone could ever listen to them or just read their words and not get chills.
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Heroes get remembered, legends never die.
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[21 Feb 2008|12:32pm] |
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[16 Oct 2007|01:16am] |
I decided, I don't hate you. I don't even not like you. Honestly I have nothing to be mad at you for anymore. And I've also decided that I am in the best place I have ever been in. I love my life.
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[07 Sep 2007|11:42am] |
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Uh, I might not have the net for like a week. Peace. Movin tomorrow.
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[25 Aug 2007|05:59pm] |
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I hardly ever write anything about anyone specific. Many of the things I write about are masked with another topic, I could be writing about God yet making my writing could depict a relationship between two people. I could be writing about innocence and the focus could be about killing, and to tell you the honest truth most of the time i just write, I have no idea what it's about i just sit down and start typing and if i has to anyone I usually don't post it. Theres plenty of things in here that may seem like I am writing them about my ex, but really it just seems to be what i sat down and wrote without anything on my mind. Most my writings are just me singing over a beat in my head and completely random. It's never about you if you think it is if it's a bad thing. Honestly I wouldn't give you the satisfaction of letting you have something to hold against me. I wouldn't allow you to read most of this if you really made me that mad or upset we probably have more problems than that. peace.
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[13 Aug 2007|09:11pm] |
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I understand that someone sometime started the tradition of going out to a strip club and or having a stripper come to you as a final send off into marriage but honestly, shouldn't respect play some sort of factor in a relationship to be willing enough to say no to something like that. It's weird to think that any other time once you are or before you are married most people would have a huge problem with that exact situation but since it's your last day being "single" it's just fine? Honestly none of that makes sense to me. In fact I'd call off the wedding. Hands down, I mean yeah babe tonight lets get married but let a guy rub all over you tonight, no I'm not fine with that. But if you love someone you'd have enough respect for them to not do things that make them angry, and in most cases disgusted with you. And if someone is kind enough to see it in their heart to take you in and give you another chance after you doing something that you know they don't like, stop doing it. That's if you value your relationship. There's no reasonable excuse to do anything that someone you supposedly love would lose respect for you over. No matter who's moving or who's getting married, or who's doing whatever. If it's not something they would be pleased with in an everyday circumstance then be smart enough to know no matter what is said it's not going to be okay. ever. It's all about respect, if you don't have it for the one you're with you'll show it. There's no excuse for doing anything they wouldn't like. If theres any reason behind anything they would prefer that you not do, then don't cut and dry. If you love someone then you'd respect someone, and respecting someone means not doing things that you know they really have a reason not to like. You wouldn't take your vegan friend hunting. You wouldn't make a straight edge kid go to a bar. You shouldn't make your loved one have to deal with a situation of you doing that. And if you like the feeling of what you're doing more than you care about their feelings then end it, for their sake not yours. At least respect them as a PERSON enough to do that. Give it up, nobody needs bad habits. Maybe I was raised differently, but if i was then so were a couple people I know. You should stop doing the things you're doing once you know the other person doesn't like it. Just from a man's prospective it's better to give up something that to make a woman cry over it. Don't toy with people's emotions because it will come back to you.
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[16 Apr 2007|09:51pm] |
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deletions have been made.
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[10 Apr 2007|09:30pm] |
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if you read these and enjoy them comment here otherwise im gonna delete you from this my other journal is p0pnthatgstring this is just for people who like to read this bullshit i write.
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[21 Feb 2007|10:22am] |
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after a almost 2 year long search to find any sort of recording of Lovedrug - Heart Shaped Box (Nirvana cover) It's over. I found it on the everything starts ep. I am so very happy at this moment I may cry It's litterally been almost 2 years since I began looking. this is much more important than my last post.
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[21 Feb 2007|10:14am] |
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so some of the new lovedrug isn't hooking me but the rest is big time, I can't wait for this show. So, I don't get why people try to lie about things when they know they are going to get caught. Also, I heard you. know it was you and there was no doubt in my mind but try to act like you have no idea. I've had enough of your games, I'm gonna show them who you really are.
This isn't a fight I'll lose. Trust me.
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[14 Feb 2007|08:42pm] |
today was a good day. thank you for everything. best valentines day ever.
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[12 Feb 2007|07:06pm] |
valentines day is going to be the best one of my life I feel like i should be really excited about something so I am lol. SAW III TOMORROW RIGHT???? you probably wont read this before tomorrow but HECK YEAH ITS ON. NOTHING SAYS VALENTINES DAY LIKE BEATING THE FUCK OUT OF SPONGE BOB.
I love lifeeeeee friends and g/f are amazing
<364E
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[05 Feb 2007|08:18pm] |
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my favorite thing in the world is when you breathe into me.
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[04 Feb 2007|10:36am] |
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If you wanted a war you should of brought your nukes. If you wanted a fight you should of brought your guns. If you wanted to die you should of brought your knife. If you wanted glory you would of came unarmed. Pussy.
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[31 Jan 2007|03:05pm] |
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I have the most amazingest girlfriend everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr her computer told me i spelt amazingest wrong. as well as spelt fuck you firefox. no I spelt firefox wrong too. Her computer sucks space bar sticks but I still think shes amazingggggg. end of story blow me.
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[28 Jan 2007|10:48pm] |
friday-dinner with lea and people in her play saturday-dinner with lea and people in her play sunday-dinner with lea and her family monday-dinner will suck
Basketball game tomorrow my last two of the season this week.
This weekend has been amazing the last 3 days I have spent a good amount of time with lea but today was our first time to really hang out. ahh I loved it it's been so long. She makes me happier than I could of ever imagined.
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[27 Jan 2007|10:05pm] |
I never knew seeing someone so happy could make you feel just as good. congrats. to everyone lol we owned. and to allie. and to my babyyyyy I knew you could do it. <364E
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I have the cutest girl in the world. You were, are, and always will be perfect. I love you <36.
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